UnfairI know its not my faultHow should I have known?I know I made a mistake Im not the only oneBut whatever I now knowCant take what happened nowNow im the one whos scared That should have been youIf I'd only stayed at home Then you would not exist to meIf only we werent left aloneThen had I been safe?Wish I'd said thatWish I'd done thatIt doesn't fucking matterWhat happened happenedI hope you're happy nowI was not my faultI wipe my tears awayBut if youre the evil one If you are the one that did something wrongThen why am I the one with tears in my eyesWhy am I the one with nightmaresWhy am I the one w
Wish I had known betterI look at the outside,I see scarsI feel the inside,I feel scarsI sense my soul,Its tearing apartWill the pain ever go away?I should have known betterSo hard to forgetSo hard to rememberSome things cant seem to disapearWhile some things are only a foggy memoryI keep asking myself why?I should have known betterI wanted to trust so badI wanted to love so badI wanted to smile so badI was so blindI should have known betterI close my eyes and its thereI open my eyes and its thereIt haunts my dreamsIt haunts my thoughtsI wish I had known better
Sta.sh
