I know its not my fault
How should I have known?
I know I made a mistake
Im not the only one
But whatever I now know
Cant take what happened now
Now im the one whos scared
That should have been you
If I'd only stayed at home
Then you would not exist to me
If only we werent left alone
Then had I been safe?
Wish I'd said that
Wish I'd done that
It doesn't fucking matter
What happened happened
I hope you're happy now
I was not my fault
I wipe my tears away
But if youre the evil one
If you are the one that did something wrong
Then why am I the one with tears in my eyes
Why am I the one with nightmares
Why am I the one w
I look at the outside,
I see scars
I feel the inside,
I feel scars
I sense my soul,
Its tearing apart
Will the pain ever go away?
I should have known better
So hard to forget
So hard to remember
Some things cant seem to disapear
While some things are only a foggy memory
I keep asking myself why?
I should have known better
I wanted to trust so bad
I wanted to love so bad
I wanted to smile so bad
I was so blind
I should have known better
I close my eyes and its there
I open my eyes and its there
It haunts my dreams
It haunts my thoughts
I wish I had known better